Philosophy got its start in slave and serf societies, so it is no wonder that it is structured, systematically, around the master – slave (or serf) encounter. All of modernity is summed up in the simple phrase: I quit. The slave or serf can escape – which is at the root of adventure – but they cannot simply quit.
Limited, Inc.
“I’m so bored. I hate my life.” - Britney Spears
Das Langweilige ist interessant geworden, weil das Interessante angefangen hat langweilig zu werden. – Thomas Mann
"Never for money/always for love" - The Talking Heads
Thursday, April 09, 2026
iN PRAIS OF QUITTING
Friday, April 03, 2026
It’s just that demon life has got you in its sway…
In Fathers and Sons, Bazarov, the nihilist hero and the son of an old army doctor, makes a remark to his friend and disciple, Arkhady, son of Nikolai Kursanov, an aristocrat and landowner, about the latter: “The day before yesterday I saw him reading Pushkin,” Bazarov continued… “Do explain to him that that will never do any good. After all, he’s not a boy: it’s time he threw that he threw aside that nonsense: wanting to be a romantic in these days!”
I recently re-read Fathers and Sons. It was in this remark,
and others of that type, that I recognized something, that a grand thesis suddenly
presented itself in my mind.
But I have to preface the grand thesis riff with a little
autobiographical remark.
In 1970, I was 12. In 1980, I was 22. That decade marks me –
though I have ranged pretty far to be sitting here in Paris, with a wife and a
boy and my life, such as it is, entering the retirement twilight, it is most
likely the case that I am of the 70s generation.
In Russian intellectual history, the members of the “1830”
generation, like Herzen, self-identified as such. So did the “youth” – the generation
of the 1860s, the shestidesiatniki. These identifications are, of course, fluid
and non-binding – and yet they evoke something like different moods and modes
that are actually experienced. In the 1830s, Herzen and Turgenev, among other
intellectuals, took it as their task to propound, or to pound out, what it
meant to be a member of the Russian civilization. An important word, for this
cohort – to be a member of a civilization was, above all, an existential task.
Were they to be real subjects, like the Europeans (the idea of a European
subject, here, meant basically a thing composed of bits of the French
Enlightenment, bits of Hegel, and bits of the English economists, but it meant,
as well, to dress in a certain way, feel in a certain way, love in a certain
way – above all it meant freeing the serfs), or were they condemned to be
Russians under Nicholas – a sort of slough composed of Dead Souls, samovars and
flies. And yet, wasn’t that slough a warm and live thing, unlike the mere
surface of the Europeans?
For the sons, however, the shestidesiatniki: this generation
of the 1830s, which rose up and were put down in 1848, was full of the most
pathetic dreamers. Reading Pushkin! What rubbish.
The struggle between the heirs of these decades was fought
out, most openly, in Russian literature – in poems and novels. Novels such as
Fathers and Sons.
Now: here’s my grand thesis. If I think of the generation of
the sixties, and the generation of the seventies, in America, and so on, it is
striking to me that the terrain in which our generational mood, so to speak,
was fought out – our Russian novel – was popular music. Instead of Herzen and
Turgenev, instead of Chernyshensky and Pisarev, instead of Doestoevsky and
Tolstoy, the terrain was the British invasion, Bob Dylan, Motown, R & B, Disco,
and Punk.
This is not about the aesthetic quality of these cultural
products, but rather their existential, identifying effects. What Bazarov says
about poor Nikolai Kursanov and his affection for Pushkin could easily have
been said by some late seventies punk about some aging hippie child’s affection
for the Beatles. It is not just a comment about the Beatles as a group, it is a
comment about the whole little world in which you would listen to the Beatles,
you would know their songs, you would quote them occasionally, you would care
for them in a certain way.
It is a sociological fact that I don’t quite understand
about my own growing up that it was not novels, or movies, or television –
which were all massively consumed, of course – but popular music, albums and
concerts, that provided the terrain upon which was fought out a certain mood
and a certain existential identification that gets harked back to, that still can
suddenly start up in the brain. A sound, lyrics.
Myself, I read enormously between 12 and 22, and would not
have thought of myself as a “fan” – but I know, now, that even though I did
read the Russian novels then and thought I was Ivan Karamazov, my lodestar was
really Bobby Dylan. Like everybody else I knew, my little bit of this history was enacted more
through music than anything else. This was true for the back of the class, the
fans of Freebird and Southern Rock, as well as the front of the class, the fans
of David Bowie and Patti Smith.
I don’t think that popular music plays this role for, say,
my son’s generation. Rap is very important, but it doesn’t set the communal
mood. I’m sure that mood is set by Internet genres that we don’t really have
genre knowledge of – social media, for instance. What is Tik Tok or Instagram? I’m
not sure they bear the burden of the Russian novel. Perhaps, in fact, the task
of existential identification comes and goes – is there any need of it, or
desire for it, at the moment?
In the creche, the nursery located behind our apartment, the
three year olds are chasing each other around and screaming at the top of their
lungs at this moment. I can’t tell you what their communal mood will be. Out of
those screams, what art, what tragic love, what happy or sad life arrangements are
to come I can’t divine. I can only look backwards, it seems.
But Fuck it. Lot’s wife has always seemed much saner to me than
her husband, with his bizarre methods of childrearing. Three cheers for the
backward’s glance.
Monday, March 30, 2026
Breaks
Breaks on a bus, brakes on a car Breaks
to make you a superstar
Breaks to win and breaks to lose
But these here breaks will rock your shoes
According to Robert Craven’s 1980 article on Pool slang in
American speech, breaks – as in good break, bad break, those are the breaks –
derives from the American lingo of pool, which is distinct from British
billiard terms. The difference in terminology emerged in the 19th century,
but he dates the popular use of break (lucky break, bad break, the
breaks) to the 20s. I love the idea that this is true, that the Jazz age, the
age of American modernity and spectacle, saw the birth of the breaks. If the
word indeed evolved from the first shot in pool – when you “break” the pyramid
of balls, a usage that seems to have been coined in America in the 19th century,
as against the British term – then its evolution nicely intersects one of
the favored examples in the philosophy of causation, as presented by Hume.
Hume’s work, from the Treatise to the Enquiry, is so
punctuated by billiard balls that it might as well have been the metaphysical
dream of Minnesota Fats – excuse the anachronism – and it has been assumed, in
a rather jolly way in the philosophy literature, that this represents a piece
of Hume’s own life, a preference for billiards. However, as some have noted,
Hume might have borrowed the billiard ball example from Malebranche – whose
work he might have read while composing the Treatise at La Fleche. But even if
Hume was struck by Malebranche’s example and borrowed it, the stickiness of the
example, the way billiard balls keep appearing in Hume’s texts, feels to
the reader like tacit testimony to Hume’s own enjoyment or interest in
the game. Unfortunately, this detail has not been taken up by his
biographers. When we trace the itinerary of Hume as he moved from Scotland to
Bristol to London to France, we have to reconstruct ourselves how this journey
in the 1730s might have intersected with billiard rooms in spas and public
houses. In a schedule of coaches from London to Bristol published in the early
1800s, we read that there is a coach stop at the Swan in St. Clements street,
London, on the line that goes to Bristol, and from other sources we know that
the Swan was famed for its billiard room. Whether this information applies to a
journey made 70 years before, when the game was being banned in public houses
by the authorities, is uncertain. One should also remember that in Hume’s
time, billiards was not played as we now play American pool or snooker.
The table and the pockets and the banks were different. So was the cue stick
– , it wasn’t until 1807 that the cue stick was given its felt or india
rubber tip, which made it a much more accurate instrument. And of course the
balls were hand crafted, and thus not honed to a mechanically precise
roundness.
If, however, Hume was a billiard’s man, one wonders what
kind he was. His biographer Hunter speaks of the “even flight” of Hume’s prose
– he never soars too much. But is this the feint of a hustler? According to one
memoirist, Kant, too, was a billiards player – in fact the memoirist,
Heilsberg, claimed it was his “only recreation” – and he obviously thought
there was something of a hustle about Hume’s analysis of cause and effect,
which is where the breaks come in.
There’s a rather celebrated passage in the abstract of the
Treatise in which Hume even conjoins the first man, Adam, and the billiard
ball. The passage begins: “Here is a billiard ball lying on the table, and
another ball moving towards it with rapidity. They strike; and the ball which
was formerly at rest now acquires a motion.” Hume goes on to describe the
reasons we would have for speaking of one ball’s contact causing the other ball
to acquire a motion. The question is, does this description get to something
naturally inherent in the event?
“Were a man, such as Adam, created in the full vigour of
understanding, without experience, he would never be able to infer motion in
the second ball from the motion and impulse of the first. It is not anything
that reason sees in the cause which makes us infer the
effect.”
This new man, striding into the billiard room, Hume thinks,
would not see as we see, even if he sees what we see. Only when he has seen
such things thousands of times will he see as we see: then, “His understanding
would anticipate his sight and form a conclusion suitable to his past
experience.” Adam, in this example, is the gull that any hustler dreams of.
And as in a dream, Hume’ Adam is an overdetermined figure.
On the one hand, in his reference to Adam’s “science”, there is a hint of the
Adam construed by the humanists. Martin Luther claimed that Adam’s vision was
perfect, meaning he could see objects hundreds of miles away. Joseph Glanvill,
that curiously in-between scholar – defender of the ghost belief and founder of
the Royal Society – wrote in the seventeenth century:
“Adam needed no Spectacles. The acuteness of his natural
Opticks (if conjecture may have credit) shew'd him much of the Coelestial
magnificence and bravery without a Galilaeo's tube: And 'tis most probable that
his naked eyes could reach near as much of the upper World, as we with all the
advantages of art. It may be 'twas as absurd even in the judgement of his
senses, that the Sun and Stars should be so very much, less then this Globe, as
the contrary seems in ours; and 'tis not unlikely that he had as clear a
perception of the earths motion, as we think we have of its quiescence.”
However, this is not the line that Hume develops. His Adam
has our human all too human sensorium, and is no marvel of sensitivity. Rather,
he belongs to another line of figures beloved by the Enlightenment philosophes:
Condillac’s almost senseles statue, Locke’s Molyneaux, Diderot’s aveugle-né.
Here, the human is stripped down to the basics. The gull is fleeced – he comes,
in fact, pre-fleeced. Adam’s conjunction
with the billiard ball, then, gives us a situation like Diderot’s combination
of the blind man and the mirror – it’s an event of illuminating estrangement.
It is important that these figures were certainly not
invented in the eighteenth century. Rather, they come out of a longer lineage:
that of the sage and the fool. Bruno and his ass, Socrates and Diogenes the
cynic, Don Quixote and Sancho Panza – it is from this family that all these
deprived souls in the texts of the philosophes are appropriated and turned into
epistemological clockworks.
Hume’s point is to lift the breaks from off our necks, to
break the bonds of necessity – or rather to relocate those bonds. In doing so,
he and his billiard balls are reversing the older tendency of atomistic
philosophy, which was revived by Gassendi in the 17th century.
Lucretian atoms fall in necessary and pre-determined courses, the only
exception being that slight inexplicable swerve when the atoms contact the
human – hence our free will. Hume, who had a hard enough time with
Christian miracles, did not, so far as I know, discuss the Lucretian version of
things even to the extent of dismissing it. Lucretius’s clinamen is, for the
philosophical hustler, the original break.
To be a little over the top, we could say that the
eighteenth century thinkers disarmed necessity, exiled Nemesis, and the
heavyweight heads of the nineteenth century brought it back with a vengeance,
locating it – in a bow to Hume, or the Humean moment – in history. Custom. From
this point of view, Hume was part of a project that saw the transfer of power
from God and Nature back to Man – although we are now all justly suspicious of
such capitalizable terms.
But the breaks survived and flourished. There is a way of
telling intellectual history – the way I’ve been doing it – that makes it go on
above our heads, instead of in them. It neglects the general populace, the
great unwashed. Book speaks to book. To my mind, intellectual history has to
embrace and understand folk belief in order to understand the book to book P.A.
system. The problem, of course, is that the great unwashed didn’t often write
down their thoughts, so that we have to depend on those thinkers that did, using
them to angle backwards like surveyors do.
Still, we can
approach the breaks in another way.
In 1980, I was going to college in Shreveport, Louisiana. I
went to classes in the morning, then worked at a general remodeling store from
3 to 10. I worked in the paint department, mostly. At seven, the manager would
leave for home, and Henry, the assistant manager, would let us pipe in whatever
music we wanted to - which is how I first heard Kurtis Blow’s These are
the Breaks. I also first heard the Sugarhill Gang’s Rappers delight this way,
and I still mix them up. I heard both, as well as La Donna and Rick James, at
the Florentine, a disco/gay bar that I went to a lot with friends – it was the
best place to dance in town. Being a gay bar, it was always receiving bomb
threats and such, which made it a bit daring to go there. We went, however,
because we could be pretty sure that the music they played would include no
country or rock. It was continuously danceable until, inevitably, The Last
Dance played.
At the time, I was dabbling a bit in Marx, and thought that
I was on the left side of history. At the same time, 1980 was a confusing year
for Americans. The ‘malaise’ was everywhere, and nothing seemed to be going
right – from the price of oil to the international order. There were supposedly
communists in Central America, African countries were turning to the Soviet
Union, and of course there was the hangover from the Vietnam War – the fantasy
that we could have won that war had not yet achieved mass circulation, so it
felt like what it was, a plain defeat.
I imagined, then, that the breaks were falling against a
certain capitalist order. In actuality, the left – in its old and new varieties
– was vanishing. Or you could say transforming. The long marches were underway
– in feminism, from overthrowing patriarchy to today’s “leaning in”; in civil
rights, from the riots in Miami to the re-Jim Crowization of America through
the clever use of the drug war; and in labor organization, from the union power
to strike to the impotence and acceptance that things will really never get
better, and all battles are now rearguard.
My horizons were not vast back then – I didn’t keep up with
the news that much, but pondered a buncha books and the words of popular songs.
But I knew something was in the air. As it turned out, Kurtis Blow’s
breaks were not going to be kind to my type, the Nowhere people, stranded
socially with their eccentric and unconvincing visions. However, after decades
of it, I have finally learned to accept what Blow was telling me: these are
just the breaks. That is all they are.
You’ll live.
Sunday, March 29, 2026
On the death of Leonard Bast
E.M. Foster is an admirable writer, who can be read simply for his technical perfections. Here’s how he does that most difficult thing, letting time, blank time, pass, in Howard’s End.
“And the conversation drifted away and away, and Helen’s cigarette turned to a spot in the darkness, and the great flats opposite were sown with lighted windows, which vanished and were relit again, and vanished incessantly.”
This is superb on every level. The great flats opposite will soon be figuring in the story, for one thing, so their place as a sort of chronometer is appropriate - and yet, since the reader, at this point, doesn’t know that, their insertion here is one of those ways a writer insinuates his facts into the reader’s unconsciousness, becoming a sort of fate in the process, something that presses, however mildly, upon the reader, as we know that those lights will press upon Helen Schlegel - whose cigarette is (in a bit of a cheat) lit for an awful long time. The perfection of this kind of writing extends to the freedom it gives Forster with regards to his characters. Forster, again and again, will come out of his seemingly neutral role and make blatant and manipulative comments that he means to be read as blatant and manipulative. The reader, who is already caught up in the artificial fate spun by the text, has the sense, in these passages, that luck itself is speaking - that here at last privilege, the unfairness in things, is disclosing itself, becoming palpable.
Wednesday, March 25, 2026
Pretend as a state doctrine is failing
So Trump's Florida state senator, the one representing the Mar-A-Lago district that Trump won by 11 percent in 2024, just swung by 13 percentage points and elected a Democrat to the state senate. The election results on the granular level - which the DNC and Washington-centric Dems with their idiot campaign industry have neglected for years - is showing what people think of the asshole in the white house. And we all keep sailing on.
Elections are becoming the last impulse of the reality principle in the U.S., where Pretend is now state doctrine, and rules, as well, the Financial sector. Lets pretend wars, Lets pretend stock market, Lets pretend climage change aint real policies, all the lets pretend we can stuff ourselves with. Long ago the question was posed: Which of you, if your son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? And now we have an answer on a nationwide scale - cause the Epstein class in all its glory is distributing stones and snakes to all! Are we happy?
Monday, March 23, 2026
All the little Kissingers and Trump's war with Iran
One of the more curious tax-exempt institutions in the U.S. is the Carnegie Endowment for International Peace, which naturally and Orwellianly embraces every beautiful war the U.S. has ever fought. It is a much more reputable org than, say, the Fifa Peace Award committee, but I prefer the latter – at least its obsequiousness is not buried under the rhetoric of a thousand “position papers”.
Sunday, March 22, 2026
anecdote and essay
Mood tugs at the essay with a stronger hand than it does at other genres. Poetry has all its armored prosody to protect it; fiction has narrative, the monograph has method. But the essay absorbs proof, rhetoric and story into what is eventually, what is inevitably, whim. Which is, itself, not one thing but one thing and another. The wind bloweth where it listeth, said God in an essayistic mood.
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