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Das Langweilige ist interessant geworden, weil das Interessante angefangen hat langweilig zu werden. – Thomas Mann
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Sunday, September 06, 2026
Sartre's round trip
Thursday, September 03, 2026
on reading Christopher Sorrentino's Now Beacon Now Sea
1. Memoir is not so much a genre as a congery of genres that include essays, autobiography, autofiction and other circus animals. Memoir is, itself, popular in the hinterlands but not so much in the academic canon, where it is difficult to locate its coordinates, its trajectoy, its landings.
Embed the thing in history. That's always been my gambit. Like this:
Monday, August 31, 2026
An old fear
Does the old serpent
look back on its life of shed skins and… sigh?
No herpetologist has ever heard a snake sigh – no doubt for sound biological reasons having to do with snake anatomy. But the sighing
old serpent has a cartoonish plausibility, and takes its place in my
imagination along with all the other cartoons. I’m that serpent, and those shed skins are
mine, sort of.
Which is a serpentine way to get to this: when I was a
child, it seemed that children were always finding dead bodies. Murdered people
lying sprawled on building sites.
Horribly mutilated victims in forests. Skeletons of long ago suicided men in
creek beds. Criminal statistics in backyards, or near picnic sites (the parents
dozing, outstretched on the picnic table benches, the Colonel’s bucket
attracting flies, the children playing hide and seek, screaming with laughter,
Dad’s face concealed under the tent of the newspaper). The child who, secreted
behind the bush and all attentive to IT as IT stalks by, becoming focused on
two bare and twisted feet sticking up on the ground just a couple feet from his
crouch and gingerly lifting the leafage to behold what the feet belonged to. The
disposal problem, it seemed, was continually in the news. The tv news. The tv
shows, less graphic then, still showed killers hiding their victims, which
implied that somebody was going to find those victims. This bugged me. I
thought that I would, inevitably, as a child of the crime waves of the
twentieth century, stumble across a corpse somewhere, someday. And horror films
in the seventies became rather monomaniacally insistent on kids, teens at least,
discovering cadavers.
I look back at this fear and am a bit surprised that it was
never actualized. From my first steps to my now, more than 500,000 Americans
have been murdered. Yet I have managed to scrape by without ever being in
proximity to a bloody hair or twisted face. It is a big country, is all I can
say. I long ago shed that fear, and its cousins (the fear of ghosts, the fear
of some terrifying face staring at me from a window at night, the fear of
confronting this or that bully, etc.). The old fears go where all my shed skins
go – into my dreams.
And this must end with: a sigh.
Thursday, August 27, 2026
The anti-charlatan charlatan
… jede Stunde mit dem letzten Schlag von tausend
unschuldigen Herzen durch die Welt dröhnen müsste – “every hour must roar
throughout the world with the last beats of a thousand innocent hearts.”
Optimist: But all wars have ended with peace.
Faultfinder: Not this one. This one has not taken place on the surface of life…
no, it has raged inside life itself. The front has been extended to the whole
country. And there it will stay. And this changed life, if there still is life,
will be accompanied by the old spiritual condition. The world is perishing and
we won’t know it. Everything was yesterday and will be forgotten; no one will
see today or be afraid of tomorrow. They will forget that the war was lost,
forget they began it, foret they fought it. That is why the war won’t end.
Ou
- Karl Kraus, taken from Calasso’s essay, The Perpetual War.
Calasso’s essay on Kraus focuses on an experience that
Calasso himself, as well as most of his readers – all, now, surely – never had:
Kraus’s readings. In particular, Kraus’s reading of his giant play, The Last
Days of Mankind. The reading of this play, in absolute opposition to
Austro-Hungary’s participation in the war and, more generally, to the war
itself was an act that Calosso, using as his witness Elias Canetti, imagines
like this:
“Outside there was still the war, and in the darkness of the
hall, this tiny man with “a face so mobile that its couldn’t be pinpointed,
penetrating and exotic, like the face of an animal, but a new, a different
face, an unfamiliar one.”
Kraus was something we see in all the great polemicists: he
was an anti-charlatan charlatan. Mimicry was the weapon, incitement by
quotation was the point. I have long thought, since the Bush decade, of Kraus
as a reference point to understand the moronic adventures of the U.S. in the 21st
century. The U.S. cam into the new millenium in the most favorable circumstances possible. It
could have continued to be at peace. It could have repaired and social and
physical infrastructure. It could have made the necessary changes to repair the
evident obsolescence of its constitutional order.
Of course, none of that happened. We are creeping out of
this year with the U.S. government owing 40 trillion dollars, engaged on a
smaller scale with an even stupider war than the unnecessary wars it engaged in
in the 00s. Our constitutional order is now a bloody abortion, done to death by
a lynch mob Supreme Court, and allowed to do so by an inane, inert, and senile
legislature. Our economy is dominated by the illmeaning and cretinous offspring
of the “third way”, our plutocrats, who make our 19th century Robber
Barons look cultivated and gentle by contrast. We have seen the government,
aided and abetted by corporate media, shit all over the proudest product of 20th
century America, the civil rights movements. The climate is ruined, and not a
hand has been raised to stop that foreseeable event.
Even the golden age of TV seems to be over.
Yet I’ve grown suspicious that my reference, my admiration
for “prophetic denunciation’ is simply false consciousness patting itself on
the back. When the poetry of indignation holds itself unaccountable for the
predictable effects of total negation – depression, listlessness, quietism –
then it is bad poetry. Poetry should not be employed to promote a cowed
attitude towards life and energy. Those who pronounce the end of the world – or
the end of this or that – are too slick, and too self-pleased with their
disease. Ending is either an existential experience or another cause for making
a pronunciamento, for self-advertisement. The end-makers are, really, all in
the great muddle with the rest of us.
Note to self.
Thursday, August 20, 2026
A gnomic note
Tuesday, August 18, 2026
Notes on an Irish vacation
- On the last day here, in the sauna of Dublin’s Boddington Hotel, to
be exact, I saw, or perhaps the sensory word I’m looking for is heard, the
origin of Joyce’s Dubliners. Not denying the mythic pattern, the Irish and
indeed world history, the immense theological knowledge, the intertextuality
that Joyce could pull out of his ass by the yardful – to all of that I tip my
hat, of course. But the birth is from Irish small talk, of which I was a privileged
witness sitting there absorbing the heat on a bench above two types – a good
looking gent in his fifties and a pretty woman who in the course of conversation
revealed her age to be 58. It was hard to say whether these two knew each other
extensively or had met for some convention at the hotel, but the man was
sharing his tale of stomach upset and ulcer that had put him off his feed for
who knows how long and the woman was full of commiseration, for hadn’t she too
had a sickness in her 51st to 54th years? And he was on
about how the pills worked but he didn’t want to get addicted, and she was on
about how you can’t let things go to fast, for they will go fast, and the man
said he couldn’t even fucking take a walk and his dad had said the same thing
about time, said it to him when his dad was sixty, and the woman instanced a
recent news item, even from yesterday, the whole family in that terrible car
crash, out for a vacation they were, and the man had heard of it, and the woman
said they’ll never get back their life.
And I had to think of the two Dubliners who bought tickets
to go to the top of the Nelson pillar of accursed memory. Or of Stephen
Daedalus’s extensive and crumbled jottings. Notes to self.
- In William Butler Yeats’s poem In Memory of Major Robert
Gregory there is a verse that goes:
“And then I think of old George Pollexfen,
In muscular youth well known to Mayo men
For horsemanship at meets or at racecourses,
That could have shown how pure-bred horses
And solid men, for all their passion, live
But as the outrageous stars incline…”
I quote this quite dispassionately, but I have memories
mixed with it – walking down the slope of Church Street in Clarkston Georgia as
a high school student whose sense of poetry and the larger life I thought I
could never live on roads like that of Church Street in a suburban Atlanta was
stirred by Yeats so that these verses were more than verses, once, but the smuggled in sawblade by
which I’d saw through the bars of the prison – a heated adolescent idea, but mine once, then.
In Yeats’s biography, he mentions, briefly, that George Pollexfen was a mystic,
an uncle, and that he lived in Ballina. I have now been to Ballina and it is
Church Street in Clarkston with uglier buildings and a Papa Johns that serves fries
with its Pizza. It is true that “Many ingenious lovely things are gone/ That
seemed sheer miracle to the multitude”, but lets not get carried away with
Greek ivories- there’s always Church Street in Clarkston Georgia, in a point of
view that has entirely dwindled, in a man that has waxed and waned and seen
Ballina on a gloomy drizzly day.
Of course, very likely the Anglo-Irish relatives of Yeats’s
were acquainted more with the Knox-Gore family, who lived rather eccentrically
in a modest castle and a fairy wood, the Belleek forest, outside Ballina. The Knox-Gores were great ones for
horseflesh, and so was Pollexfen.
- The impressive mountain peak above us, which in the
morning was wreathed with clouds, is called Croag Patrick, a name that our
tongues play with a bit: Croag, Craig. It comes up from the Clewe bay, which
made Westport a considerable export import competitor of Galway and Sligo at
one point, until the bay’s comparative shallowness made for problems with the
modern deeper freightors. All that is knowledge from the cruise, which we took
three days after this ascent I’m talking about.
The Rough Guide says of the peak’s trail: “… taking an
average of 3 and ½ hours return, is easy to follow, though steep in places –
you will need good walking shoes and a stick.” True enough, although it would
have been nice to add that it isn’t the steepness as much as the way the path
up to the top is firstly dirt, scree, and some medium boulders, and secondly
something like oyster shell, easy to tread, and for the last third is a winding
nightmare of jagged broken boulders and small ones that seem deliberately
designed to impede the walker and to send signals to the knees and legs that
are received even days afterwards.
Hazel sticks are definitely a necessity, even as we are
summing these things up from the parking lot and having no idea of what the
path is like. So we get them, two euros a piece at the kiosk, and start off in
high spirits. The clouds lift, the views spread out below us, and we talk of
what the guide book says – that pilgrims make the trek on Reek Sunday, the last
Sunday in July. Barefoot! That sounds like with a little tricky footing and sneaks
we ought to do nicely.
Up we tread. Up we plod. We make our way up the path of
dirt, scree, small boulders, and we see the hills on either side of us in
panoramascope all the way to the Ocean and the islands in the bay, and we think
that this is what we came for. We picnic on some boulders a third of the way
up. Tuna sandwiches. Apples. Blueberries. Water.
At this point, unbeknownst to us, we were merely a ticklish
distance along – a fourth of the way, maybe. The mile and a half to come would
not be so easily covered. Oh, we were walking over the mountain, but, as we saw
in retrospect, the mountain was also walking over us. I myself began to doubt
of everything when, in the end, I was going up the craggy, helixy curves that
were in steep ascent, in a sheer grade of crazy rockiness, to the grassy couple
acres of the summit. I was being passed by young hikers chatting and picking
their way without much effort, and by more middle aged and elder types who
encouraged each other – we were strangers all but bound by the journey, I
suppose. It was nice to see bare chested rather athletic looking men getting
all deflated as the climb went on, and sitting down, finally, tacitly admitting
that no, they were not going to bull their way up. And myself, I thought, what
the fuck am I doing here? I knew the top would not be worth this much strain on
the old body.
The mountain was definitely walking over me. Later, we made
our way back to Enniscrone and had a quiet spaghetti dinner and exhaustion ran
around the table.
- So many ruined fortresses, abbies, houses. So many cows
and sheep and their odor in the wind. Particularly recommend Easky for its cliffs,
and the cliffs near Ceid Fields, although the latter are not for wandering
around on a windy day. Every day there is, of course, windy, so there is that.
Other notes will come as I think of them, my comrádaÃ!
Wednesday, August 05, 2026
Poem by Karen Chamisso
On the West Irish coast
Sartre's round trip
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