Went to see Backrooms yesterday with my son – who is an ardent fan of horror movies – and I began sceptical and came away impressed. Our first anti-AI allegory! It makes sense that AI is best attacked from the horror angle – it rather comes out of horror gothic, out of Frankenstein. The movie, I feared, would be boring, but the director, a twenty year old youtuber, Kane Parsons, is pretty expert at playing the dozens with the scary story/scary film genre. The jump scares are all, or almost all, built from implication, from noises and shadows.
Limited, Inc.
“I’m so bored. I hate my life.” - Britney Spears
Das Langweilige ist interessant geworden, weil das Interessante angefangen hat langweilig zu werden. – Thomas Mann
"Never for money/always for love" - The Talking Heads
Thursday, June 18, 2026
Backrooms
Wednesday, June 17, 2026
Anger and repetition: a non-Kierkegaardian excursus
In Repetition, Kierkegaard’s founding binary is that
between recollection and repetition.
As founding binaries go, that is a good one.
Myself, though, I have been thinking about anger and
repetition. And here there is a psychology that, I believe, escapes the Kierkegaardian
remit.
My own experience of anger, phenomenologically interpreted, is peculiarly
driven by repetition. That is, my anger will express itself to me, in my head,
as a sort of dialogue with the person I am angry with. This could be someone I
know, or it could be someone on social media, or it could be someone with whom
I have a bad encounter, etc. The anger will flow into formulas in my head that keep
repeating themselves. Anger, I have noticed in angry arguments, does take that
blamemaking, repetitive form. I would wager that if you record any angry
argument – from societies as different as the Irish-Americans and Balinese – you
will find a significant percentage of phrases or words repeated. Repetition is
not only the form into which the feeling of anger is pressed, it becomes the
motor of anger as it is experienced.
Now I would contrast this with that particular form of
happiness called satisfaction. This is not Kierkegaard’s notion of happiness.
It has a utilitarian spirit that is alien to his question about repetition –
when repetition becomes conceptualized as a part of, or a critique of,
dialectic.
But in my own experience, the thing about satisfaction is
that it is shaped by refusing further repetition. It is not only absolutely of
the moment, it is, in a sense, a refusal of both the past and the future. That
is, of recollection and repetition.
My son used to have a very cute trait. When he was happy
about, say, a meal, he would say this is the best thing I ever ate. And in that
moment he meant it. Neither the past nor the future would alter the satisfaction
that here, this food I am devouring, is the best I have ever ate. This did not
express a real quantitative judgment. I don’t think he was actually remembering
a series of foods. Rather, the food presented itself, in the moment, as overwhelmingly
satisfying.
Consumer society is, in its fundamentals, opposed to this
peasant satisfaction. If satisfaction as stasis is encouraged, consumer demand
will flatline. Satisfaction, from the corporation’s view, must be edged with
dissatisfaction. No perfect moment – no satisfied moment – can be,
theoretically, allowed. As this is impossible, the corporate compromise with
satisfaction takes many forms. One of which is to take some satisfactory
situation and make it more uncomfortable. To, in other words, make the customer
just a little unsatisfied, without losing the customer. An unsatisfied customer
might be willing to pay a bit more for a higher level of service, meaning discovering,
once again, that satisfaction. In this case, satisfaction becomes positional –
it becomes competitive, a minor triumph over other customers.
And we know how that goes. That is, if we have ever gone to
the airport and flown on a plane. That is the whole business plan of airlines
nowadays.
Repetition and anger can well become a political norm. I am
not sure how I’d quantify this, but I do think periods of ebb and discontent are
partly articulated by an increase in the use of wooden language – which is designed
to be repeated. It is so designed that it can be used without actually giving
the words any semiotic seriousness. This is a fact noticed by all polemicists –
from Jonathan Swift to Karl Kraus.
I should ps this post: Freud, of course, conjoined repetition and anxiety - finding anxiety dreams that were curiously rife with repetition. Freud eventually used this material to develope the notion of the death drive, in which repetition is used as a control mechanism. I could go on... but I won't, except to point out that repetition as function sees repetition as subordinate to the drive, whereas I think that this misses the way repetition can take control of the control - the song, so to speak, is subordinate to the tempo, becoming a different song - a deformed song, a song varied beyond its canonical essence - as the tempo alters.
Tuesday, June 16, 2026
Karen Chamisso Poem
''I'm like a mike -- I have no set sound of my own,'
Said Peter Sellers, nailing
Thursday, June 11, 2026
The view of the top 20 percent income bracket: the great American twenty first century
An interesting variable in U.S. elections is that the top 20 % does most of the talking - the media, the politicians, the "experts" - but the bottom 80 % does the deciding. The top 20 % is happy with their stocks, but appalled by Trump's boorishness. The bottom 80 % is unhappy with all of it.
Tuesday, June 09, 2026
sanity and poetry
The correspondence between Elizabeth Bishop and Robert Lowell is instructive. Bishop stood for sanity, as much of it as she could stand. She grew up in a house with a mad parent, her mother. Lowell stood for insanity, or sanity shaken to vertigo – and of course suffered from madness himself.
“Some of their exchanges remain fascinating, such as the letter in 1957 in which Bishop responded to a draft poem (which became ‘For Elizabeth Bishop 2: Castine, Maine’) that Lowell had written about her in which he mentioned that her mother had tried to kill her. ‘I don’t remember any direct threats,’ Bishop wrote, ‘except the usual maternal ones. Her danger for me was just implied in the things I overheard the grown-ups say before and after her disappearance. Poor thing, I don’t want to have it any worse than it was.’ The following year, it must have struck Bishop with considerable force to learn that Lowell, who had had a breakdown, was incarcerated in the same mental hospital as her mother had been. ‘My mother stayed there once for a long time,’ she wrote to him. ‘I even have some snapshots of her in very chic clothes of around 1917, taking a walk by a pond there.’”
We have, of course, an odd and slightly menacing way of talking of ourselves as "wired" - as though nerves were wires. It is an odd thing, since the wire model of the nerve was pretty much a dead end, and the synapse showed us that it was something else that is happening in the brain and body. Yet we calmly speak of hard wiring, as though we were all appliances. A vision that has its roots in the maddest of delusions, truly of Schreber-like proportions. Wires, of course, don’t go mad, they rust, they misfire, they loosen. There are shorts, there are circuits.
It is a funny thing, but for me, it is only together, only in the circuit of their friendship, that I really appreciate Lowell and Bishop. We do like to take our writers one at a time, but often they come in twos – Blok and Bely, for instance; Verlaine and Rimbaud. Perhaps it was the unhappiness of Baudelaire’s life that he really didn’t find a pairing – he was always the albatross.
Monday, June 08, 2026
Left conservatism
Thursday, June 04, 2026
on Leo Perutz
One of Leo Perutz’s classmates wrote that his first memory
of Perutz, an “uncommonly untidy boy” next to whom he sat on the bench at the
Patres der Parister school in Prague in the 1890s: “In my first memory of him,
I see his dirty, bloody hands; he was the enviable possessor of a wonderful pocket
knife with which he’d cut his thumb under the bench, not accidentally but
intentionally: “I’m going to shock the teacher,” he said. The he lay his hands
stretched out on the desk top. The effect was enormous.”
This is a good story, made better by the fact that, unlike
most schoolboy’s with a sense of grotesque (a set that includes almost all
schoolboys I have ever known), Perutz went on to employ this sense in novels
that somehow combine an extraordinary literary merit and the adventure theme of
the thriller. Romances, as R.L. Stevenson called them. He wrote a number of them
in the 20s and 30s – becoming a best selling author in 1928 with Wohin rollst
Du, Äpfelchen. Then the 30s happened, and Hitler came, first in Germany and
then in Austria in 1938. Leo Perutz, a Jew, emigrated to Palestine. He did not
like Palestine or Israel, and returned in the 50s to Austria, where he died,
failing to publish his last book, By Night Under the stone Bridge. In the late
80s, Perutz’s work was rediscovered. It is almost all translated, now, into
English.
Borges was a great fan of Perutz’s novel, The Master of the
Last Judgment: he ranked it as one of the greatest locked door mysteries. So,
out of idleness and because I’ve been thinking about “investigative” novel plots,
I read it last week.
I found it wonderful, although I also found it full of seemingly
arbitrary transitions and subplots. They should not have functioned – the book
should not have been so gripping – but they were sustained by Perutz’s knack
for creating an atmosphere in which the ordinary becomes intermittent. The book
was written in the 1920s, and set in the prewar period; perhaps the
intermittence of the ordinary has its source in the ordinary slaughter of World
War One, in which Perutz served. Or perhaps the source is in the Prague of
Kafka and Meyrink, the very birthplace of modernist “weird” literature.
Daniel Kehlmann, the contemporary German novelist, wrote a
long essay about Perutz in his “Kommt, Geister. Frankfurter Poetikvorlesungen”.
Many are the essays that take up the tired rhetorical trope of “compare and
contrast” – but Kehlmann does something clever with the trope by dipping it
into a passage in a letter from Freud to Arthur Schnitzler. Freud apologizes
for being so distant from Schnitzler, attributing that distance to Doppelgängerscheu
– fear of the Double. Freud wrote that “behind the aesthetic appearance” of
Schnitzler’s work he saw an identity with Freud’s own “presuppositions,
interests and conclusions.” Kehlmmann
uses this idea to pair Perutz and Kurt Gödel.
It seems absurd, but Kehlmann makes it work. It turns out
that Leo Perutz, besides being a novelist, was also a mathematician. His
dayjob, in Vienna, was as a actuarial mathematician for an insurance company,
and he even invented a formula in that field which is named for him.
Thus, Perutz is a mathematician and writer of fantastic
novels that continually play with the conditions of their form, while Gödel
is a mathematician whose work concentrates on the very form of the possibility
of truth in mathematics who became a paranoid fantasist in the latter part of
his career. In fact, it was out of paranoid fear of poisoning that he starved
himself to death.
Gödel, I learned from Kehlmann’s essay, had to flee Austria
after the Anschluss not because he was a Jew, but because Nazi officials fired
him from his post as a Jew, reasoning that logicians such as Gödel
were, practically, all Jews. He was the literal victim of a misconstrual of set
theory.
Kehlmann’s pairing is imaginative. I, however, kept thinking
of Chesterton while reading the Master of Judgement Day. The Chesterton of The
Man who was Thursday, which is also an adventure tale in which the pieces don’t
seem to add up. In which the protagonist thinks, about the anarchist group he
was investigating:
“He knew that each one of these men stood at the extreme
end, so to speak, of some wild road of reasoning. He could only fancy, as in
some old-world fable, that if a man went westward to the end of the world he
would find something—say a tree—that was more or less than a tree, a tree
possessed by a spirit; and that if he went east to the end of the world he
would find something else that was not wholly itself—a tower, perhaps, of which
the very shape was wicked.”
This is so fine a thought that I will never understand it –
which is perhaps the only way to understand it. It could be said about the
narrator in Perutz’s novel, Baron von Yosch, who stands as the puzzled investigator/victim
of a circle of acquaintances among whom there occurs an epidemic of suicides. The
Baron’s story is about those suicides. But the story doesn’t end with the
Baron, but – in an epilogue – with the finding of the Baron’s story among the
papers he had with him when he fell at the battle of Limanova. The epiloguist, whoever it is,
treats the Baron’s story with peremptory harshness – it is all lies, excuses
for the Baron’s crimes. And so the curtain comes crashing down.
Chesterton is, in some ways, not at all Perutz’s Doppelgänger
– he was an anti-semitic Catholic fanatic. But like Baron von Yosch, it was as
part of Chesterton’s vices, rather than in spite of them, that he forged his narrative
vision – his peculiar method of paradox. In one of the Father Brown stories, The
Duel of Dr. Hirsch, Chesterton took the Dreyfus case – which, for Chesterton,
had at its incongruous center the innocence of Dreyfus, a Jew – and transposes
it to the case of Dr. Hirsch, who develops a formula for a weapon for the
French government. A messenger with a letter from Dr. Hirsch to the German
command explaining where that formula is to be found is discovered by a “chauvinist
officer” named Dubosc. Hirsch challenges Dubosc to a duel. One of the officer’s
seconds is Flambeau, a French detective and friend to Father Brown. Brown,
looking at the letter, sees that is transcribes the location of the formula in
a precisely opposite way from where the formula is. It is, in fact, so opposite
that, using a rule of opposites, one could easily locate it.
But opposition is, in Chesterton’s view, less a semantic
abstraction and more an incarnate absurdity. But means of opposition Father
Brown deduces the truth about Hirsch and Dubosc – that in fact they are one
man. Hirsch has simply disguised himself, written the letter, accused himself,
and shown up Dubosc. “It is all like I was saying to Flambeau These opposites
won’t do. They don’t work. They don’t fight. If it’s white instead of black, and solid
instead of liquid, and so on all along the line – there’s something wrong,
Monsieur, there’s something wrong.”
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