Thoughts at the Denfort-Rochereau Metro Stop
“I’m so bored. I hate my life.” - Britney Spears
Das Langweilige ist interessant geworden, weil das Interessante angefangen hat langweilig zu werden. – Thomas Mann
"Never for money/always for love" - The Talking Heads
Wednesday, June 12, 2024
A Karen Chamisso Poem
Tuesday, June 11, 2024
The meatmarkets I have seen
Monday, June 10, 2024
The News from France
I've written this too often to write it freshly, but here it is: Macron came into office as a sort of idol of the French media and establishment - he was the perfect neoliberal. Neoliberalism is not simply an economic phenomenon - it is a cultural one. It is a synthesis between the gains of the civil rights era and the dissolution of the institutions of the social democratic era. That synthesis operates to repress class struggle and promote civil rights theater - which is how some billionaire woman can become an exemplar of "feminism", while her janitor can become an exemplar of "reaction".
Friday, June 07, 2024
the indefinitely postponed real
Thursday, June 06, 2024
The zig zag life of the fabulous Maryse Choisy
There are some people who live lives of such zigs and zags that one feels, summing them up, that they could not have been real. These ziggers and zaggers seem to come out in the great decades – for instance, the 20s and the 60s of the twentieth century. I don’t really have to point out, do I, that the twenty first century still hasn’t had a great decade?
There are still many many undiscovered lives, undiscovered
zig-zags, that ran through the 1920s. Among them, the fabulous Maryse Choisy.
She is forgotten now, for the most part. In the U.S., as far
as I can tell, only her reportage on life in the brothels (she’d taken a job as
a manager in a famous maison close, I believe the Sphinx), A month with the
girls, has been translated. Translated in 1960. The book came out in 1929 came
out. But this is a bullet point of her life up to then:
- become one of the first women at Oxford to take away a
degree in Sanskrit
-moved to India and taught Sanskrit
- moved to Vienna to become a psychoanalyst with Freud.
Disagreed with Freud
-returned to France and became a lion tamer
- became a reporter – in the great reporter tradition. After
reporting on brothels, she went to Mount Athos and reported on monks. Closed
societies, if you will.
This is quite the life. She went on to become a novelist,
report regularly on politics and finance, get a degree in psychoanalysis in the
United States, create the psychoanalytic journal Psyche, fall under the influence of Teilhard de Chardin,
become a guru, wrote about feminism in the 1970s and voyaged to Tibet for Le
Monde to write a series of article about the Dalai Llama.
I’m especially impressed with the part where, arguing with Freud,
she returned to France and took some circus training to become a lion tamer.
Take that, Wilhelm Reich! She wrote an account of lion taming for Gringoire
(this was before Gringoire became the infamous anti-semitic porn sheet). 4 September
1931 was a coup issue for the Gringoire. A story by Marcel Ayme. A column by G.
de Pawlowski, Gaston Pawlowski, known to scifi buffs for his Voyage to the Land
of the Fourth Dimension. And Choisy’s memoire of working in a “foire menagerie”
– a traveling circus zoo.
This is how she begins (oh autofictional muses, gather
round!):
“I appeared with my legs naked, a bit of cocotterie, an
evening dress that was very low cut, in crepe Georgette. The least paw sweep
would be noticeable on my skin. My robe was a bit long. Frank Henry claimed
that I needed a train, that would go well with the supple grace of the
panthers. Me, I am of the short skirt generation. But as long as, in closing
the door behind me, I didn’t get it caught in anything. As long as, in dodging
a panther’s leap, my feet didn’t get entangled in the train, and my nose in the
sand. Panthers are like men: they’ll fall on you when you are down. As long as… I advanced three steps. Took six
steps backwards. Panther on my right. Stool on my left. “
This is the voice of a woman who is only scared of what she
chooses to be scared of. That is the thing with zigzagging – you get tired, but
you find that fear is not something that need surprise you – you can surprise
it. Scare yourself.
The zig zag life is opposed, in its very essence, to the
credentialed life. Later, when Choisy chose to become a psychoanalyst, and even
found one of the big psychoanalytic journals, she had an advantage: she’d been
breathed on by the big cats.
Oh, as a ps - I found a documentary has been made of Un mois avec des filles. HereHere.
Wednesday, June 05, 2024
The rain in Paris
I as a reader in
this twenty first century am bonded to the text by the lesser boredom of the
text in contrast with the greater boredom outside the text of other things to
read or even, horrors, to do. It is in the balance of boredoms that this little
superannuated smartass, this me, shares with the Zeitgeist of other readers of
newspapers and magazines and social media and even sometimes print in what used
to be called, for the yucks, the meat-osphere. Meat, humans that is, on one
side, silicon on the other.
Ennui was once the kind of thing we find in the great Mallarme line, “La chair est triste, hélas ! et j'ai lu tous les livres.”
But some say the age of all the books has passed. I don't believe it. But I do believe that ennui results from something like a reading or looking too long. The optical equipment sifts through the same content, or content that begins to seem the same, from the office job to the commute, from the same old dinner to the same old tv series. Ennui, in Paris this spring, was the weather. I
call it spring because that is the official title of this time between March
and June, but a winterish must never really left Paris for the first half of
the year. The number of days it rained was an amazing 3,000,000, 000 – or maybe
that is just what it seemed like. When I finally cast off my winter coat, about
three weeks ago, I quickly had to rethink my decision.
A. tells me that
they predict a heat wave soon. So from winter mush we will be tipped into New
Delhi hell.
The great Paris
poem about rain is Baudelaire’s fourth Spleen poem, which begins:
« Je suis comme le roi d'un pays pluvieux,
Riche, mais impuissant, jeune et pourtant très
vieux,
Qui, de ses précepteurs méprisant les courbettes,
S'ennuie avec ses chiens comme avec d'autres bêtes. »
It occurred to me
that this poem must reflect a rainy season in Paris, some time in the 1850s
when it was written. I have not found evidence for the date of the composition,
so I cannot connect it, exactly, in all of its Poe funk, with something like
our non-spring. However, it does seem like 1852 stands out as a rainy year. It
was the year that a man named Vener, who wrote little articles for Le Corsair,
the paper Baudelaire contributed to when it was called Le Corsair By
-Satan in 1847. It
was edited, then, by a man named LePoitevan, who wanted to fill it with 40 to
60 line little essayettes. He called them vade retor.
By 1852, much ink
and blood had gone under the bridge, including a revolution and a coup d’etat
which gave France another Napoleon for “emperor”. The Corsaire was still
published, and they still favored the vade retor, or what would be
called the chronicle. Among their house writers was a hardworking man named
Vener. On June 9, 1852, his little piece
was entitled: It rains. It is a clever bit of handwork, and it makes me think
of Baudelaire – Benjamin was right to see Baudelaire as both a poet and an
atmosphere, a general sensibility among writers. He begins by comparing
different types of rain to different types of government: “ – when water falss
with that monotone regularity that tells us that the whole sky is taken; it is
like a bad government; one sadly awaits, with pain, without hope, for a near
end; it seems like it will continue forever.”
Vener makes the
rain the subject of the article that is not the article he should be writing –
he should be writing “reflections on the budget, on Belgium, on the Empire, on
the new state of France; impossible! The rain is against it.
It imprisons my
will, it paralyzes my spirit, it conquers me by a negative force, it annihilates
me; it might be said that its secret power washes away ideas, words, color,
images!”
I rather agree.
The rain, this non-season, has kept me inside our apartment. I lie on the
couch. I sit at the table. I type to no avail, I read to no avail, I age to no
avail.
All of this
non-availing, though, is broken by one pleasant day, one spring day, one
glimpse of sunlight on the plants on the terrace, one breath of fresh breeze
running its fingers over the leafery in the pots. And that spring day is today!
I could be king of
infinite space, today.
Monday, June 03, 2024
Absolutely: the novel
Certain
words are novels – and not just novels, but state of the nation novels, U.S.A.
novels.
Absolutely,
for instance. Exciting or excited.
Actually.
Absolutely
that became fixed as a certain sound in my ear years ago. I was living in Santa
Fe and, for a time, writing lyrics for a band. The singer would say,
absolutely, a lot. The singer was a sweet woman, who couldn’t hold a tune – you
could glue it to her tongue and she would still mess it up.
So we would
go through the song and she would be asked if she heard it, and she would say:
“absolutely”.
Like so
much in the U.S.A, the word came out of some combo of tv, movies, music and
coolhunting. And it ended up in business school.
One could
probably track it through trendy novels. It begins as a sort of Britishy
complement – in phrases like, say, absolutely stunning. It occurs in Less than
Zero – a marker of the eighties if there ever was one – both as an affirmative
and a complement. But only once as the former. Checking into seventies
zeitgeist novels – In Alison Lurie, it occurs in the form of “absolutely sure”
or “absolutely necessary” – holding on as a modifier, and not pushing aside the
“sure” to star by itself.
Ann
Beattie, whose signature method as a short story writer and novelist in the
seventies was to keep as close as possible to the oral tics of the time, used
absolutely the way Alice Lurie did. She only introduced absolutely, as a single
word, after the eighties.
These are
not definitive proofs of the origin of the bogus absolutely, but I’d like to
coordinate its mission creep with the “morning in America” that was the Reagan
era – an era in which the bogus made a comeback, from Wall Street to the shores
of Nicaragua.
Of course,
this mutation is not unrelated to other mutations abroad in the land – for
instance, the systematic skinning of the working class, from their place in the
popular arts to the dignity to their paychecks. “Sure”, the older Americanism, was both the extended hand and a word to be
spoken out of the side of the mouth by private dicks and mobsters. Sure was off
the farm – as was the population, draining into Detroit and Chicago and Los
Angeles and Cleveland, making steel in Youngstown and Pittsburg, waging labor
war in Flint. Sure was familiar with numbers runners and the overflowing
toilets in neighborhood taverns on Friday night. Sure had all beef hotdogs in
its teeth and the ball game on the radio. Sure was Rabbit, especially when yes
means no, as in “sure sure.” A doubling that allows Rabbit to hop away from his
responsibilities in Rabbit Run.
Absolutely is
Rabbit in his desuetude, Rabbit in Florida, Rabbit self-pitying in the strip
club. Absolutely is the fated, that is, planned erosion of the manufacturing
sector. Absolutely is the relentless rise of the service sector. Absolutely is
waitresses setting out jauntily to make money while going to college and ending
up three jobbing it to make payments on the college loan. Absolutely is
the cool music played at Starbucks. Absolutely is emotional labor, while
emotional surplus value is hauled off to be plasticized in the cultural
industries. But absolutely never reaches into the now dominent upper reaches,
who invaded every crannie of the popular arts in the U.S.A. and made it a
mirror of their own vanity. Absolutely is said to them. They never say it back.
Instead, they say things like, I’ll have the Chilean sea bass.
I sure hate
what absolutely did to the States.
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