"On an exceptionally hot evening early in July a young man
came out of the garret in which he lodged in S. Place and walked slowly, as
though in hesitation towards K. bridge.
He had successfully avoided meeting his landlady on the
staircase."
Prophetic words, I thought. A whole future suddenly seemed possible to me. And I was fourteen.
My favorite young adult novel is Crime and Punishment. I read this before I read any of Dostoevsky’s other novels. I read it when I was in the ninth grade. It transfixed me. It did what I expect a novel to do, on the highest level: it became part of my inner equipment.
I read the translation by Constance Garnett. It was in the
Clarkston High School library, which, looking back, was surprisingly well
stocked. This was undoubtedly the result of the influx of suburbanites into
Dekalb County in the 1960s, when Atlanta was still swanning it as the “capital”
of the “New South”. My family had moved, like so many others, from New York
(via Pennsylvania), and at the time, the regional difference was something that
penetrated childhood games – accents were still markedly different, and of
course the Civil War was the myth that boys could enroll themselves in when
throwing nuts and burrs at each other in imaginary battle.
As a result of the swelling population and the can do spirit
of the New Deal/Great Society, the County put up a number of schools, and even
created a junior college. I have no idea, now, who was in charge of purchasing
for the library – luckily, the person was not bothered, back then, by
fundamentalist backbiters. Thus, our high school library had the wonderful
Random House Ulysses, with the great big U on the cover. And it had the Modern
Library collection. As I learned much latter on, Bennett Cerf bought the Modern
Library titles from Boni and Liveright back in the twenties. The titles were a
sort of wink – for back then, the modern classics were also risqué. Describing “lovemaking”
or discussing “free love” was definitely a selling point for the modern. It was
really one of the most significant business deals in American culture, though
it is much less known than, say, the story of the Bell Labs inventing and
giving away the rights to the transistor.
So much of my education came from the Modern Library! I
remember Dos Passos’s USA and its drawings, for instance: another great Young
Adult novel, one that gave me a sense that history was a larger thing than
dates and great names. But it was Crime
and Punishment that pulled me out of my dogmatic, tv lulled slumbers.
Although … really, TV cooperated with the Modern Library in my sentimental
education. At the same time that Dekalb County was pumping money into the
educational system, Public TV was coming on line – which, in the Atlanta area,
meant channel 8 and, I believe it was, 36. Public TV was full of amazing things
in the early seventies, little Dadaist American programs sandwiched among
foreign movies and British imports. Among the latter was Masterpiece theater,
which televised the Russians. My images of the characters in The Possessed are still yoked to the
faces of those probably now deceased players.
As Adam gets older, I will doubtless discover a world of YA
a bit different from Dostoevsky. I know little about the YA world, but from
what I have read, the themes are still Dostoevskian. He is the unacknowledged
father of adolescent angst, still.
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